shortiex420

i can't believe how long it's been since i've been on here - needless to say, lots of things have changed...

i probably won't keep up with this, but i feel like i can't delete my LJ account...

i guess now would be a good time to put an entry in though...

A friend/co-worker of mine has been dog-sitting for a while, and she's looking for a soemone to take this 3 and 1/2 year old female pittbull for FREE. Unfortunately, the orignial owner can no longer care for her.

Molly is a good dog, but she will most likely need some training. If you're up for the task and think you can provide a good home for her, please contact me at LRand@Homeyer.com or (978) 815-1964 and I'll send you a pic and some more information.

Even if you're not interested, please pass the message along to anyone who might be. I'd hate to see her have to go to the pound :*(

Thanks,
~Linz*

P.S. - For those of you looking for a dog to breed/fight, please do not bother contacting me...

this is for all those out there who lost their lives injustified... and for all those who have to continue suffering through the bullshit our country has now become...*r.I.p.*

tinka143bell@gmail.com

back again to update after a couple of months. school is over for me... well it was supposed to be last thur as my last full day cause fri was prom and i left school at 10am (even tho dismissal is 10:30am hehe whatever). so mon and tues i went in half days to get signed out from all my teachers, which i had already completed. then.. i lost it. i lost the whole fuckin sheet with all the signatures i needed to successfully graduate. so needless to say, i was quite frustrated that something that took me 3 days to find all my required teachers, was simply gone. so i had to go back to school yesterday and start a new sign out sheet, because without one, i cant get my cap and gown at graduation rehersal. but it figures, one of my teachers had jury duty yesterday, and without her signature, i cant recieve my guidance counselor's signature. and without that, i cant get the vice principal or the principals signature to complete the paper. (( and how ridiculous is this ~ i have to get a custodian to sign me out!!! how stupid is that haha )) anyway, i have to go back today and finish that up because today at 2:05pm is the last chance i have.

oh by the way, prom was great!!!! me and mikey had so0o much fun. i am gonna try and get some pics up on here or rather on myspace but my computer kind of sucks. besides that, im just too lazy to get up, get the pictures, and put them in the scanner. actually my mom has some digital pictures she took but i dont know where they might be located or if i even have access to them, so you just have to wait! if you really wanna see some tho, IM me tinka143bell and i will send you some.

so we took the sweetest ride to the prom.. it was a deep purple 1932 oldsmobile princess, so0o nice, very classic. but skip all the boring shit, we ate dinner and danced, then we left. so we got dropped off at motel 6 in tewksbury where my car was already located (thanks to mom and wayne). when we arrived there was a huge group of people playing loud music in the parking lot and dancing around screaming at the top of their lungs. despite this fact, there was a cop sitting right behind my truck like staring us down. so we jumped in my car and drove around the other side of the hotel to where our room was, and the fuckin pig followed us!!! sat there and fuckin watched us as i grabbed all my stuff out of the trunk and tried to stumble up the stairs with it all, still in my dress and heels. so im like thinkin to myself, shouldnt you be attending to those fucks over there causing all the ruckus!!!

so anyway, we got into the room and got comfy, found adult swim on the TV and rolled up a fat blunt after we smoked the shitty joint that anthony (katie's date) gave us during dinner at the prom haha. oh, in the meantime we were also takin some tequila shots. we were gonna do body shots but im retarted and forgot the most important ingredients ~ salt and limes. so we just made some long island iced tea and drank it like that. and the KUSH blunt was amazing haha, i love those things. new flavor you must try.

anyway, i should go get ready or something cause i gotta get the rest of my signatures today, and i gotta work 3-6, training laurel again hehe. peace out pplz

whats up everyone.. its been quite a while, but i never seem to have the time to update this thing. im always working or just trying to relax for god sakes lol.

well i am at school right now, i just got out of lunch.. yup..

this is pathetic, i really dont even know what to write in here. i have the same job, the same man, the same sister :)

me and laurel both got tatoos a couple of weeks ago, and i already want to go get another one. its funny because on sat i got a tatty from al b then she got one from him on sun, but i like hers better because its more personalized.
soon i will have to get something for my daddy. probably some angel wings in the top middle part of my back with either "mjm" or "michael" in the middle.

oh btw i should tell you what i got for ink lol. if anyone of you doesnt know what kokopelli is, its an ancient native american symbol for music and fertility. they used it for helping their crops grow and helping their women get pregnant. but i think of it more as standing for music and growth. *thats my personalized view* and al was wicked cool about designing my tatoo, cause the one on the wall was all solid black but i wanted and empty one. he had the idea to fill it in with some blues, so it fades up from a dark turquoise to white on the top. its really cool lookin, but im waiting for the rest of the dead skin to peel so it looks normal. somehow i will have laurel put some pics up for me but i dont have the best computer resources.

well, im extremely bored right now. school is just a drag lately. i cant wait to graduate. ohh and good news i got accepted to rivier college in nashua, nh. they also want me to be in their honors program, which involves an $8000 merit scholarship over 4 yrs. and they awarded me the deans scholarship for $20,000 over 4 yrs. but i still havent heard from salem state or suffolk so i dont know where i am going to go yet. and i dont even know what i want to do with the rest of my life!! its scary
i know i like music, and i know i like writing
but what can i do for a career that would be something i like AND good money/benefits??? i need some serious help here, but im not gonna stress too much cause i can just take a bunch of courses that i am interested in and see what i like the most. i have yet to choose a major, which i will do after i decide what it is that i want to do .. heh...

anyway, im getting bored just sitting here in indep. living cause the work we did took me like 15min and we have 1.5 hrs of class to deal with. so i decided to go thru all my mail that i deleted like all of just because its all junk. nothing worth reading, really. just notcies from myspace about mail and friends and online pharmacies for penis enlargement. like i really need that after all...

well tonights fri and i get paid today, but i cant even get money cause im workin til 7pm tonight and the bank closes at 7pm. awesome!
but sat im gonna go into boston with laurel so i can look at prom dresses on newbury st. and i wanna go to hempest and get a new washer for the bong and some 420 cleaner so i can clean my pipe and sell it or something.

i also wanna dye my hair sat. im thinkin brown/light brown
just one solid color
gimmie some suggestions!!!! hit me up w/ a comment

im outie, too bored to just sit here for any longer, peace out

~TiNkA*

do i even bother to update? it's like i don't even know where to begin anymore...

well, i'm back in school. senior year is starting off to be alright. except for the fact that the past 2 days i have had to take the bus to school and walk to work. let me explain:

saturday my mom had a big cookout, friends family, etc etc. mike's aunt called me up and was like "i'm on Glen Rd. how do I get to your house?" so i just told her to pull over into town hall and i would meet her there so she could follow me back. Well i got to the intersection of Brattle and Glen. I stopped at the stop sign, looked both ways, and saw no cars. I proceeded to turn when to my left i see a truck fly around the corner going at least 35mph (by the way, the speed limit on glen is 25mph). since i'm already in the middle of the road trying to complete my turn, it's not like i can just stop and wait for him to go, so i step on it a little to get around him and avoid a collision BUT... if that dense man had considered slowing down a bit things would have been fine, but no, he hit me... hard. i spun 90 degrees and all i could do was just sit there in shock. so i back up onto a side street and just sit there crying like omfg what the fuck am i gonna do? all these people are surrounding me and asking me if i'm alright. (( i'd be alright if i didnt get hit by that fucking ass hole over there! )) anyway, the cops came and of course asked me for my lisence and registration. i pulled out my registration and then remembered that i had left my purse at home, because i was right around the corner from the house, with my wallet and lisence in it ((my mom ended up bringing it down for me)). so the cop leaves for like an hour and talks to the other driver involved in the accident. when he finally comes back to talk to me, i assume he wants to hear my side of the story. instead, he starts telling me about the citation that he wrote me because the whole fuckin crash was obviously all my fault (*fuckin dirty pig*). i start getting pissed off and interrupt him like "wait a minute, look at my fucking car, let me tell you what happened" and the cop just goes "no you wait a minute, let me talk" OMG I WAS SO HEATED i wanted to punch that mother fucker right in the face. so the cop continues to talk on and on about how my car has no extensive damage to it, so we have no way of saying that the other guy was speeding. HELLO?!?!?!?! theres a huge fuckin gaping dent in the side of my car, not to mention the cop had to pick up my back window and throw it in the back seat of my car (( thanks, i thought i might need all that broken glass for later )) oh, and dont forget, guys, that i had to climb out the passenger side door to get out of my car beause the driver's side door was jammed. my stepfather wayne had to drive my car back to the house because we oviously werent going to get it towed for like 100 feet. the whole way home the back wheel was diagnal and the car kept swirving back and forth. oh but let me remind you that there was NO EXTENSIVE DAMAGE TO MY VEHICLE!

to say the least, i am pissed.

by the way, that wasn't my cavalier i was talking about for those of you who dont know. i got a 94 black chevy beretta over the summer that i just got like 2 weeks before the accident.

so i guess im getting my cavalier back on the road today, which is good because ill have a whip, but bad because my other car was SOOOOOO much better :(

well ive had enough ranting and raving for today, peace out

Did you ever feel like you wanted to just pick up, go away, and just start completely over? WELL... I feel like that much too often..

but anyway, the one GOOD thing going in my life is too far away :(

hmm, it's been so long since i last posted in here, i'm not sure exactly what to say. hmm

yea so im lame.

eh im sick...

it sucks...

and im confused...

that sucks, too...

cause like, ive neva had a buncha guyz want me at once, its really aggravating. im kinda involved with this kid mikey from revere. i like him, i really do, but i'm terrible with long distance relationships...

and james and me decided to have a conversation while we were drunk last saturday and uhm, it wasn't a good idea in my eyes. i just cant stant guy's lies anymore *sigh*...

then we have timmy, my *brother-type-deal*, well that's what i thought anyway. apparently he likes me coz he asked me out a few million times but i keep sayin i think he's kidding. i mean seriously, i wouldnt put it past him to play a joke like this on mean i mean, come on, he's like my brother... right? :/

then today i found out that this kid phil likes me. we like just started chillen a couple weeks ago, i mean i met him at will's house. i met him before then but i never really talked to him. so today james and will are tellin me that this kid likes me im like what?! lol

ahhh im so lost...


help...

omfg

i kno its been a while since i updated. but heres the deal. TOO MUCH FUCKIN DRAMA. god it makes me not even wanna update because theres way too much to say.

*sigh*

wow, there's so much to say for as long as i haven't written. let's try to make this story short. im sorry to dissapoint anyone that reads this but hey its my journal n shit ya kno, im obviously lettin you read it but i dont wanna get lectured.

let's start with yesterday. it was my 17th birthday. go me. james showed up in the morning with flowers for me :) we pretty much spent the day together then o0o baby later on we went fuckin skiing. we did a lot of skiing. i cant remember how many lines i did, i lost count after 4... well he did more than i did coz i went home w/ vee at like 12. it just felt so great. it was one of the greatest feelings ever and i felt on top of the world. but i didnt wanna get ahead of myself because i knew the next day just might turn out to be a let down. so i tried concentrating on a movie while i came down then i like half sleeped all night, tossing and turning. okay im drifting...

* la la la *

okay so today james calls me and tells me that hes been dropped off at brooks by the cops because he just got kicked out of his house for anonyous reasons that shall not be discussed. i left my house full of relatives to come get him, let him store his shit in my trunk till he finds somewhere new to stay. damn i feel so bad yo, like i wish there was somethin i could do *sigh*


im out for now, bored, wanna keep muchin out then go smoke a bowl to ma dome... PEACE

alright so there's a lot to talk about. i got my lisence tuesday. it was possibly one of the easiest things i have ever done. the cop just sat there and pretty much talked to my drivin instructor who was sittin in the back. i dont kno why i was so nervous. but i got it!

so there are like a million bowl pieces at my house now. it's crazy dude, they're all insane and oh i been gettin so0o high lately lol. i think the total of new bowls bought this past week was i believe 12..? i could be wrong but hey, it was up there...

so i have a boyfriend now hehe.. yea me and james go back out. i kno i told myself i wouldn't do it again but it kinda feels different now. i mean, seriously, out of all my exboyfriends, i've gotten over every one except him. and it just like kinda feels right. i feel like we share a brain, it's scary. but *sigh* u kno i <3 him

friday was amber's GED party. i had mad fun. i showed up and at first i was kinda shy, not knowin really anyone, thinkin to myself i'd be more social if i were drunk. then amber comes up to me and shes like hey come drink with us, i already told your mom. so we went out to her moms car and me her, her sister tia and amanda were chuggin sky vodka straight hehe. went back n forth a couple times for more. then i decided that took too much effort and started mixin it w/my sprite so i could drink inside. i was dancin w/ my mommy amber tia and ambers mom barb. hehe it was mad fun. i was so trashed both my mom and my stepfather it took me to drag me up the front stairs and into the house. (( i dun remember that part lol ))

saturday i babysat my lil cousin kate (( 13 )) and matt (( 10 )). it was easy, 7-10p.m. made a quick $20

sunday I GOT A CAR!!! its a 94 chevy cavalier *if i can spell* and its light blue, has a nice stereo, two doors, heat/ac, runs pretty nice. not insured or registered yet, but it will be soon. im so god damn excited!

and the superbowl! woo! i convinced my mom to let me n my friends drink here last night. we bought 24 pack of bottles bud ice. drank them all and went crazy over the pats kicken ass. WE WON BABY!!

today i got dismissed at 1:15p.m. to go and pay for my lisence so they can send me the plastic in about a week through the mail. SCORE timmy drove me up there then we came back and at 3p.m. i went into sarah B's work place thingy and filled out an application. her boss intereviewed me and gave me the job. i starte wednesday in training. im not on payroll yet but i still get $8/hour to sit, listen, and watch someone do shit for a while. its like a 6 week progressive training thingy u kno? whatever.. hehe

omg guess what i found out in school today? joe is pregnant! lol, well not really, his fat ass whore girlfriend is tho. i laughed so hard. then i laughed all through 5th period. cassandra told me. then get this, earlier on tonight he left me a message on my voicemail sayin "thx for lyin to me the whole time we thought we had somethin i hope you have fun w/ ur new boyfriend hopefully he wont fuck u ova this time and have fun w/ timmy at the prom tell him i said hi"

what the fuck is that?

anyway, i got mad homework to do... toodles


PeAcE

omg... guess what everyone? shortie is no longer *bowl-less*... okay let's start from the beginning, i think me and james share a brain. coz it was me n lisa sittin in my room and i heard someone come in the front door but no one said anything. so i was like "i bet you it's james" then i stand up, open my bedroom door and he was standin there. i like jumped on him and i was like "i knew it!!" lol. then he was like "come with me" so we came here into the office and he handed me this pouch thing which i knew was a bowl. i opened it up and it was the most beautiful ugh o0o ah baby i can't even explain. i will scan a pic of it to show everyone. too bad i didnt have pics of my fishy. so yea, when i opened the pouch james goes "if u break this ill kill you" lol.

so today im going to get my lisence, i'm waiting for my driving instructor to get here, which should be around 9am. but i need a cigarette wicked bad and i have none. i have money but no way of gettin butts. so anyway, im out for now. ill update later on and tell you about my exciting day at the DMV

peace

so last night was bomb. went to nicks house again to chill and got a 20 rack of bud lite bottles and a 30rack of bud lite hehe. got wicked shitty cocked and had a blast. we decided to play spin the bottle. i ended up kissin this kid justin bootin, timmy, and lisa lmao. then we played ass hole. got through like two rounds. i went from asshole in the 2nd to prez in the 3rd but it figures everyone pussied out after the 2nd round so i never got to serve my office lol. i was just drunken and dancin around all night it was great. i also designed my prom dress cause timmy cant draw. then i got impatient and just started drawing and DAMN im gonna look sexxxy lol. well i hope. so anyway, i am probably gonna go crash, i got school tomorrow..

coutdown for lisence: 2 days

peace

yea so i just woke up a lil while ago. i had the weirdest dream last night, like i dunno how to even explain it. im not sure if it was two dreams, or just one.

well i kno that in my dream we were all at laurel's house partying. everyone kept being wicked paranoid about getting caught by D-teks for smokin weed. then we ordered pizza and the guy that delivered it was the d-tek that got timmy and kafua arrested last year. so i kept telling laurel's mom to be careful just be careful. lol. then i was like wicked drunk n chillen w/ nick on someone's bed and i guess i gave him head. then to be a bitch i went over and made out with steve lmfao. then i was with nick again and we ended up passin out n just like holdin each other...? then we woke up and everyone was like gone and for some reason so we like started makin out and we were about to fuck when mad people just started comin in the room and started partying again.

alright this dream kind of really scared me. well, i mean, just cause i never thought of doing anything with nick like that before. i was actually thinkin about like best friends n shit. and me n nick could be like awesome friends coz for soem reason we're always like the *outkast* ones of our friend group that gets left behind or that people ignore for the most part. and when i was at his house last night and it was just me n him, we were crackin up laughin at like everythin just havin fun. it was great.

i kinda miss havin a best friend. veronica i never see anymore for some reason. laurel lives in NR so it's hard to commute, and that also makes it hard to hang out with my otha friends at the same time. lisa i dun see as much and we're not as close anymore. i dunno man. i dunno how this new year of '04 is gonna turn out, so im just gonna go with the flow...

peace

so today wasn't that bad. school was school. for some reason will was being extremely PMS-y today..? (( does that make sense? )) anyway, it was kinda pissen me off, and it didn't quit after school and i really don't understand it, frankly.

so i went over there n shit james was there and steve and nick. chilled for a bit then headed over to nick's house for a lil get together. lisa gina and anthony were already there. we were suppose to be gettin packie coz i told my stepfather i needed like $5 to get food so he gave me a 10. cool beans.. but we really didnt even end up gettin LQ (( gr. ))

so i dunno, somehow everyone ended up leavin and it was just me n nick chillen, listenin to music. i started writin all ova scrap paper that was layin around and like drawin random shit. for some reason a lot of the shit was fucked up n funny as hell we just kept laughin our asses of for practically no reason lol. we startin rolling the dirty dice i had in my purse and like performing the actions on ourselves (( instead of each other )) lol it was the most retarded thing i think i've ever done, but HEY i was mad bored, and it passed the time quickly and was a great laugh.

then tim and ant came back n we smoked a phat blunt from my fav flavor wrap *drum roll* JaMaIcAn RuM mMmMm yummy hehe. and me n timmy were talkin about the prom, he said hes gonna get the tux like this: white jacket n pants, black vest, white tie, white hat with a black feather n a black n white checkered cane lol hes gonna look mad pimp and hes gonna design my dress for me. he said he already has it planned out and its gonna look awesome. he told me i was gonna love it and hes gonna go home and make sketches tonight hehe. but i also told him that it has to be approved and he has to be open to compromises on small details n such, but i have trust in him that it will be fabulous, and u kno when i say fabulous i mean FAB-U-LOUS baby hehe. im a dork.. shut up..

peace

*sigh* i've only technically gone to school for two days this week. monday we had no school then tuesday we had the last final exam that was suppose to happen on friday, but was cancelled because of the cold temperatures. we got out at 9:30.. then i went to school wednesday and today. im exhausted.. but it might even be from how much weed i have been smoking lately. DAMN. hehe! well today was like normal i guess. i don't even kno what to say hehe. im just blazed thats all coz i was chillen w/ james sarah and tim earlier then tim left and sarah made dinner then my mom came home. so we all ate then ika came and sold us bud or whatever then we smoked after he left.

i really should be doing my homework like a good little girl... i do after all get paid for my report cards. * evil grin *

peace

*yawnz* so good morning kind of. i woke up late this morning coz i was mad tired and had like 3 min. to get ready before rushing to the bus stop only to wait there for another 10 minutes coz the bus was late. i thought we had a full day of school but we still had one more final to take so we went into chorus and sang. damn it was mad early, too early to be singing and expecting it to sound good. then at 9:30 i walked out to the parking lot and met up with tim and eileen and they were talking to jill and mike and they were like "where can we go smoke?" so i said they could come over then we waited for jessie to get to the car and she came over too. we sat in my living room and blazed a joint then shortly after, they left coz everyone had shit to do. so im sitting here being bored and im thinkin about going to take a nap coz im mad tired...


peace

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAUREL!!!

she made me this journal today :) isn't it purty!! so i'm chillen her today coz im chillen w/ da birthday girl :) for some reason im actually happy...

alright so if u wanna catch up on me, go to deadjournal.com and my username was whoreablebitch okie? i dun really feel like writin in her coz i wanna customize ma journal and put some pics in so tell me what u think!